Journal: #235 Running Low
I supposed to write part 2 of Ordinary Miracles today. I was going to talk about how the ability to listen to the voice of God is a common miracle. It’s so ordinary we barely consider it at all. I have my rationale as to why we don’t appreciate the voice of God- mainly disappointment. But, I don’t have that to give tonight.
I’m worn out mentally and emotionally. I’ve lost my vision for my life, and before you think I’m in some downward spiral, take heart. I’m not. This too shall pass. My mind is on empty, and my heart is dry. I need a fresh cup of Jesus. That’s where I am today. I know it’s temporary, and I’m taking care of myself. My faith is in the Lord, not my ability to fix everything- including myself.
If anything, I’m fighting whatever this is the right way. I continue to pray and do the things I need to do. I’m loving myself through this lowness. Tomorrow is coming, and I will be happy to meet it.
