Journal: #299 Let Go (Again)
Ever have your brain turn something small into something stupid? I do, all the time, as in five minutes ago. I went through a range of emotions covering indifference to “giving up on life because what’s the point?” It happened so fast. I’m laughing at myself through a bit of shame. First of all, buddy, who are you? Second, WHAT ARE YOU DOING BRO? LOLOLOLOL. So much happens between my ears. And quickly. Whether a hope or fear, the thought sets the feel in motion. I grateful the Lord taught me how to question my anxiety and fears.
God is good y’all. I keep learning the same lessons, and the Lord is faithful to keep teaching them. I don’t know what complete victory looks like, but I know what progress is. Today, I found my way back to the Lord as I decided to let go.
