Psalm 35

When I was a child,

I never understood why we mocked each other,

stole and lied,

and delighted the failure of others.

Why are they so mean?

And then, Lord, I joined them.

I used my words and hands to hurt people too,

even though I knew I shouldn’t.

Yes, Lord, I knew.

And over time, I started to justify the pain I inflicted on other,

blamed my parents and leaders for my flaws,

and tried to escaped my reward.

I was your enemy Lord,

angry and afraid.

And then, you saved me from all that,

forgave for me all that,

and waved off those who came for the debt I owed.

So, unlike David, I will not pray for you to slaughter my enemies.

Nah.

I pray you save them, like you saved me.

May they see your glory, feel your warmth,

and know You alone are good.