Abstract: Odyssey of the Mind


I was nine when they called my name and expected me to join my team on stage.

But I refused.

With every fiber of my being I refused.

And all these years later, I don’t know why.

We were being recognized for our performance in some brainiac competition.

And they wanted me to wear a shitty yellow jacket.

Odyssey of the Mind.

We designed tiny vehicles and raced them.

For one vehicle, a teammate stole a design from a college professor.

After the competition, same dude took the vehicle to an interview for a STEM program.

Today, Jared is an engineer.

I don’t think I’ve ever grown up, like a real adult should.

I think about childhood competitions and feeling embarrassed.

And I still feel embarrassed.


Nik Curfman

I am a writer and artist in the early stages of my trek. I spent 20 years trying to be who I thought I needed to be, and now I am running after who I am. Fearless Grit is my space to document and share the process. 

https://fearlessgrit.com
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